By: Carrie Helverson

Carrie Helverson — Fri, 15 Nov 2019 23:05:51 +0000

Well I’m crying. I wanted to hit the ground running coming home to Georgia after learning how to deal with my Lyme, but the only thing I hit was the stretcher in an ambulance.
I’ve been feeling incredibly unuseful. We leave notes to remind me to brush my teeth, the order of how to take a shower, take medicine, etc…. I’m tired of being tired, and not being able to think.
Im doing a Bible study called ‘living victoriously in difficult times’ Kay Arthur
In it we study Job. He did not blame God or get mad at Him. (I havn’t been mad or blame God, but I have been distraught.
Kay writes :
“We may not always understand why we have to go through trials and difficulties, but we can rest in the fact that God understands and promises we will never be given more than we can bear. We can be certain He is working out His purpose in our lives and using our experiences for the benefit of others”.
I asked the Lord if he would show me how to be settled; some semblance of peace. Dr Michelle texted me last night. I was just trying to make a contact for her and I was looking for a picture of her to put with the number, and I came upon this. I’m not crying anymore because it took so long for me to type this. Thank God for this typing app because it has learned my way of the words I use. A couple of letters even if they are close to being right I only have to click on the right prediction. Sorry about that tangent.
Dr Michelle wrote
“Now take heart. It doesn’t have to be a downward decline. You can gain health, even as you age, just don’t beat yourself up on the way if it takes time and effort and is a bumpy road. And if God takes something out of your life, BELIEVE He loves you. He does heal the broken-hearted”.
God has done a huge work in my marriage. So many have prayed YEARS 10++ And I just realized it, now! My husband has been the greatest partner thru this whole chapter of our lives. He has been patient and so kind. (anyone that knows Ronnie knows patients is not a gift God had given him, lol. But God has given him patience and then some. My mom always used to say I have the patience of Job. Well not so much lately. But maybe I can take a few lessons from my husband.
Lord, I will stop beating myself up. I will let go and let You Lord. And thank You for using such a great women this day.
And thank you Dr Michelle, if nobody had ever read this but me, you have written a miraculous Word. God used it to open my eyes and my heart to what God wanted me to know. Love in Christ, Carrie

By: Donna

Donna — Mon, 15 Apr 2019 16:58:59 +0000

Thanks, Michelle, I needed that… Your articles are so practical and often very timely for me!

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